Nothing missing... Nothing broken!

How could she? How could she have done this? Surely she didn't mean for this to happen. It just sort of did. One thing led to another and things got way out of hand.

When they first met there was an instant attraction. There was something so intriguing about him, for some strange reason his face was firmly engraved in her mind. They bumped into each other quite regularly after that, much like how u'd meet someone then it would just seem like everywhere you looked the person was there. Anyhu, at some point they definitely hit it off and major sparks started to fly. The strongest force of chemistry she had ever felt burned ever so strongly in her. She would spend her days thinking about him, dreaming up the most romantic scenarios of them both. He seemed downright perfect, always there doing the sweetest things.

The night they walked the length and breadth of u.i seemed like such an amazing night, she was practically floating on air, swooning every time he spoke her name. She heard the voice within, warning her to retreat but she ignored. They winded up at niser park all cozied up. Fingers entwined with love in their eyes. His stroking wasn't new to her, his whispers weren't strange, his scent was all too familiar and his breath was such a pleasure. He bent his head toward hers and in that moment she gave into all of it.

The nagging feelings of guilt didn't start until the next day. She woke up feeling like such a cheat, such a disappointment. How could she have ignored her master for momentary pleasure, disobeyed the voice of the spirit that guides her to all truth? How could she have given it all up for something so frivolous? All she wanted to do was serve Him, why couldn't she just have been strong? She felt disgusted with herself and wept for all her shame.

The voice came to her again, "if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness". She got down on her knees and poured out her heart to her maker. Peace reigned in her; nothing missing, nothing broken!